Chapter 1
David Grant woke up in the basement den of his grandmother’s house, sitting at a table that hadn’t been there for thirty years. It was night and the lights were off, but he recognized at once the smell of the varnished pine paneling, the floor tiles cool under his bare feet, the dark outlines of red sling chairs. He knew he was dreaming right away, without doing any of the checks from the Trans-Humanist Institute’s Lucid Dreaming lessons. One of his exercises was to dream a scene from a specific time and place in his life, and he had picked this: his grandmother’s house on the ocean, in the spring of his nineteenth year.
His heart beat with excitement, as it still did whenever he realized he was awake in a dream. He slowed and deepened his breathing, relaxed his muscles so as not to wake himself; nevertheless, for a second he felt his body lying in bed, hands touching the sheets, even as he was still sitting at the table in the dark basement. Then something in the dream caught his attention, pulling him back in. His Aunt Dee, who had inherited the house from Grandmother many years before, was moving around in the dark, stacking bottles of wine in a small cabinet. The wine glowed neon blue.
He wanted to say something to her because she had been dead these many years, but he was worried he would scare her in the dark. No sooner did he have that thought than all the lights in the basement were on, and he could see through the kitchen doorway and partway down the hall to the stairs and bathroom and pantry, and the basement was cozy and close against the darkness outside the windows just as it used to be when he had stayed here; but, as though erased by the light, Aunt Dee was gone.
Grant’s chair-legs scraped the floor as he stood up, startled. Dream “reality-laws” – as the THI Lucid Dreaming lessons called them – were far different from those of the waking world; some things happened if you barely thought about them, though others seemed untouchable by your intentions. A shiver of excitement went up his spine, and before he knew it he was hanging in the air near the white ceiling tiles, which he had never seen up close before. They were rough-textured and dusty.
He knew something about dream flying from recent experience. He let his body go limp, consciously let the excited feeling drain out of his spine. He sank to the floor. The energy in the spine made you fly, and the more excited you got, the more you flew. But he didn’t want to fly right now; he wanted to look around, visit this place, as the THI lesson had bid him do.
He walked into the kitchen on the cool floor tiles. It was just as he remembered; small and bright, paneled like the rest of the basement in beveled, varnished pine, open on one side to the den, on the other to the hall, with a small wall-mounted table you could fold down, the big, old-fashioned automatic dishwasher his grandmother had used as a dish-rack. Everything was still and silent. He looked out the window over the double sink, into the back yard. Two birch trees stood there, their silvery-white trunks glowing faintly in the light from the window. He didn’t remember any birches in the yard; the idea flickered through his mind that they were dream trees, like flat paste-ons over the real remembered scene.
The trees began to slowly rotate, showing him that they were three-dimensional.
He was up near the ceiling again with excitement. If he could make trees turn, what else could he do? He cast around wildly for an idea to try. How about women? Here he could invent the most perfect woman possible –
Sure enough, he heard the outside door at the top of the basement stairs open and close, and light steps come down. He floated gleefully into the hall.
A girl was coming hesitantly down the stairs, holding the banister. She was blonde and small, maybe only 5'2". She was beautiful. So beautiful that he sagged back down to the floor with the seriousness of the situation.
“Hi,” she said. “Are you David? Grant?”
The sun had bleached her chin-length hair to shining cornsilk and lightly freckled her fair skin. She had wide-set azure eyes, cheeks fresh a child’s, and she was magnificently casual in flip-flops, low-rise jeans, and a t-shirt that left a smooth, tanned inch of her stomach showing, her body beautiful and alert, with an unconscious poise that came from some physical skill like dancing or –
“Yeah. I’m Dave.”
She seemed relieved. “I’m Jana.” She put out a hand. He shook it. It was small but frank and strong. “This is the address you gave me,” she said, to fill an awkward silence.
“I did? Well – come in,” he said, using his clumsy 19-year-old’s manners. He backed up until they were in the living room, then found that he was staring at her again.
She looked even younger than him, though with that air of maturity girls get suddenly in their mid-teens, as if she were really ten years older. That in itself was intimidating, but on this girl it was barely a starter.
“Oh!” he said, a memory suddenly coming to him, as they do in dreams, “you’re the surfer.” He barely kept himself from saying “surfer-girl.” She grinned at him. “The surfer-girl,” she said as if reading his mind. “Right."
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He lay in his big bed in the suburbs, the streetlight at the end of his driveway making a pale rectangle on the wall, and it was decades later. He was a 49-year-old lawyer, Aunt Dee, the last of his surviving relatives, had long since died, and a realtor hired by Grant had sold Grandmother’s house years ago.
Too bad he had woken up just when the beautiful girl had arrived. That had been one of his best dreams yet. Good; he would put it on his weekly report, and maybe they would advance him to the next level, and he could find out what THI taught besides lucid dreaming. “Life Revision” was the program he had signed up for, and the promises the Institute made for it were not modest. Vague, but not modest.
In the meantime, it wouldn’t hurt to try for another surfer-girl dream. Grant rolled onto his side, pulled his covers straight, and snuggled into his pillow again. . .